Wednesday, December 27, 2006
No matter what I do, he will never realise how much I love him& how much he really did matters to me. I know I should not be feeling like this- I began to doubt, I began to realise. Have I know what is Love? Hais. I missed you everyday, I yearn and pinned so much for you. I find myself so silly to go through all these again. Then I realised I am the one who chose all these. I wouldn't blame you, you are not at fault. It's my heart which I cannot been able to get hold or control of which is tormenting me. The pain is so much to take, will you ever realise my pain? Everything you did were like sending little arrows piercing through my heart. Sighs, I don't wish to let you go. I know there ain't going to be any Happy Ending out of this because we have ended& Everything's Over :(
My greatest prerogative to love you. Your Queen; My King.
7:24 AM