Sunday, December 24, 2006
Yeahs, we broke up again& he said it's better that we remained good friends. He said this is the only way to solve our problem. He said friends will be better than us being a couple. I know I'm not a good girlfriend& I truly wished to be one. Sighs. And yet I can't, I'm a failure. I hate myself so. But Merry Christmas Eve to Peeps :D Anyway, went with Kathy to straighten our hair first at Rivervale Plaza before I met Wanling and the rest at CineLeisure. Met up with Jingjing, Jiayi,Jaleena& Adeline& guys too. Zann finally came. There are sad happenings as usual& I miss him so :( I do hope other enjoy their Christmas. I took loads of pictures today with Kat& by myself! Got spray alot& was so sticky!! :D I really hope to be happy. But can I? :( He chose to take away my happiness by hurting me& LEAVING ME. I got nothing more to say. He knows clearly how much I do love him. Everything I did, I did it all because of him. Yet, he hurt me for the umpteen times. Hais.
My greatest prerogative to love you. Your Queen; My King.
6:35 AM