Agrhs, okay's. I'm so so guilty :( SORRY my darling Girls for yesterday's Audition! I'm sad. Sorry that lately I had been in this madly swinging- mood to Bebe& Girlfriends! I also don't know what the hell had taken over me, been so bad recently. I felt guilty, I think I almost threw my temper at Bebe about 20 times? Er, so called- Seasons-period. So so sorry :( But he gave in to me so so much. CONGRATS to Qingren [: Mrs Shawny, nope she said it's Mrs Augustine she said it's nicer :D Fine, whatever~

Im fcuking upset. Dont ask me why :(

Happy birthday to Nelson kor& Fiona Xie (:
& I missed my Bebe so xD

Bebe, dont worry about me. Im so so okays :D Because im filled with so much of your love& concern. I love you loads :D Btw, SORRY to all my Darling Girlfriends whom all had to put up with my fcuking mood swings& attitudes :( Hais.

I'm so so happy! I love you, Baby [:
Always. Finally, we are together already. I'm going to jump for joy. Haha, I will treasure& cherish you. I love you.

Bestie said 'Single Rocks' I know she don't meant it& she want t be wit him so much just like how I want t be wit him but it's not possible x( Just nice, before we reached Cineleisure, I just said I don't want see anything yet after that statement, he was the first i noticed. Sickening past, I want everything to go, just to be kept in my heart& memory. That will be enough. Because I need no disturbance. When I need your disturbance as companion, you gave it to others& not me. It's over. I don't need you at all.

Agrhs, I'm accepting testimos. So tired! Today went out with Aline Darling& Yining Bestie. Yining Bestie met her Freddie, she quarrel wit Man man& she was so sad~ x( Now at Bestie's house. We went Compass Point, Plaza Singapura, Far East& Cine and Hougang Mall. I bought a new tee. lol. At Cineleisure saw Shijie& gang. I think Frankie called me. Haha, then he messaged say im dao& i never reply. Then Frankie called& i sort of got scolding by another him. Yining was so sad today, cheer up XD Both her& i cried today. Hais, we cannot like that Dear! Stay strong uh, you got me& I've got you. I love you& you love me. No matter what happens, we must move on ders.

12 Jan- haha, this is a date which if( two years ago), which was once important to me. My First Love, haha [: But this year today- this is a normal day, Friday. 12Jan2007; Somebody got his freedom [: Congrats. xD I met Zann& Adel today, got down to Clarke Quay then got down to 682& 864 lo. Luckily I never see him, relief! [:

I really missed him lots! Agrhs!
Today it rained again x( I went to school with swollen eyes and a bad flu. Agrhs, I woke up with an 'red eye' and was so so exhausted! I want warmth, and it's so so cold :( i want to see him, i missed him, alot sia. Usual lesson at school then I was so drenched when we reachen Bestie's house. I left school with Yining Bestie& Joyce(her cousin) I hogged and logged on to Friendster because stupid ben dan said he flooded& it's 400+ only lo. LOL! Thnaks yea, and I updated blog& Profile. I want upload ugly snapshots of Darlings& I. Was at Bestie's house until about six plus? Big downpour& im so so sad man. I need alot of rest, my face's disfigured. Agrhs! Left Bestie's home& we went to Rivervale Plaza find my Baobei Mama(I love my Mama ders lo even we fight or quarrel <3
Congrats to ben dan, 1 hour plus more to go. He said I flooded 4000+ I must go add the other one. LOL. Now I'm feeling unwell, hot& cold! Papa, Mama, Kat& Kor all at home today- haha! Daddy so not often cant be at home with us. I felt so happy deep inside my heart. I love my family :D

I miss you, I miss you& I miss you!

Today's rainy day again, bored. There was Pe. Ran 2.4 km, it's the first Pe lesson for this year. Haha. After school, I headed straight back home. Bestie& Pts went for Guides, The Three-ies went for Band. Me? Snoozing off from one plus to five plus in the afternoon while everyone was busy for CCA. Eyes swollen again :( Agrhs, I think I was kinda attitude these days. I'm sorry. And to my Beloved Janet Nu-er, follow your heart! :D You know we don't mean that sorry Love [: Then at six plus, I went& meet up with Girlfriends at bus-stop there, Sayang went home. So the rest of us went to Hougang Mall had our Combo 1s at LongJohn's. Snap those ugly faces then we accompanied Yining Bestie to see her 'him'. And I missed him~! Then took Bus82 back to Sengkang, accompanied Bestie wait for Man Man then I purchased things. Saw Yongqing they all again at Rivervale Plaza these days, so slack.

Qingren& I took it while rehearsing [:

I miss him,I miss him& I miss him!
Today's Tuesday :( Boring day, assembly. One word ; bored! I had not post for long. Today's a rainy day. These few days at school had been okays, I finally paid attention! Today Physics I did listened to what Miss Loh said, Q=It, charge thing, Ampere(A) all that. I remembered, yeahs! F&n boring man, 2 hours presentation. Got O'Level question already. Bit stressed! I must study hard! By the way, Ben Dan must be so so super-duper happy! 11th and he will regain his freedom :D Then he will have no time to call or message me :/ Haha.

I miss you loads :D

Zhe yi tian, wo ku lers :(

I am so so happy lahs on the first day of school! So exciting!! [:
By the way, thanks Leland for honouring his promise this morning. Haha (:

By the way, I was watching this show on 1st Jan I think. On Channel8 that midnight, Edison Chen Guanxi was the ghost!! Agrhs, such a CUTE ghost. omg! Laughs, when he was a mortal he was a meanie, he was mighty& bad! He caused a girl-his colleague to be blind& he lost his own life in that car accident bcos Marco (that's his name for the role in the movie) he was speeding. After he died& became a ghost, he turned better& he lost his memory. Haha, cute ghost but I didn't drip any saliva okays? Then in this movie, this girl named Jiajia fell in love with him! Was bit sad so I cried! In the ending of the movie, Marco was about to leave the mortal world. Then Jiajia told Marco ' If I don't say this now, I can never say it anymore! I love you! And I really love you alot!' And the ending Marco left and everyone was so upset& cried :( In this movie, it serves a purpose like we should let our loved ones or the ones we loved know how much we truly love them or HIM!* Besides this, Marco taught the girls to have confidence in things which they do& most importantly have confidence in ourselves! :D At least tonight's panda eyes was worth it. LOL! & who says Drama or soap operas can't teach anything good& it's all about Romance?

Happy New Year! [: A Fresh New start for me, I swear I will let go of everything soon, very very soon. And I will no longer clung onto the past, I will not mention about him, I will not let myself miss him a moment or think of our history, no matter what happens. I will be strong, stronger than every yesterday's , Just like what a friend told me :D I will not harp on anything!